the morning begins

the morning begins on the edge of Grand New Vistas

descends into a brief wallow

here's a dismal thought :

to grow old without having acquired maturity or wisdom

(the emptiness)

(the empty mess)

&&&&&&&&&&

Realizations (finally) come Thick and Fast :

to wit :

despondency is a cover up for cowardice

and vice versa

(depression feeds upon itself)



the feeling of being overwhelmed and unable to cope

is a failure of nerve, a lack of self-confidence due to

a low self-esteem (didnt you guess ?) (smile)



and now The Mourning begins